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20100416

I'm venting.

You might not want to read this because it's probably going to be really boring because this is just a vent post.


OK this is my shit storm:
Theres a woman I've known for quite a while because he daughter & I were in the same kindergarten class & she's always thought we were "friends" when we're really not.
I mean we are "friends" or w/e, but her mom thinks we've always been best fucking friends & she tries to act like she's my mom. She's my friend on facebook & whenever I post something she's ALWAYS got something rude to say about what I said. So a few months ago I changed my name to Ciara BigMama Suyeto (yeah that's my real last name, I know I know... Not as cool as Kenadie.) & homegirl had a big fit about it. That's me though. I'm Big Mama, ya know? but NOOOOO I can't have that as my name because it's a bad image on me. I need to be a strong young woman & love my body for what I have (can you sense my sarcasm?). So one day she shows up to our first track meet of the season & while her daughter was waiting to run she came over to where I was throwing shot put & told me she wanted me to change my name & all this shit like how I need to watch my mouth. Ya know, if my REAL mom doesn't have a problem with it then I'm not gunna listen to anyone else tell me how to run my life. SO out of respect I fuckin changed my name back to boring ass Ciara Suyeto. w/e.

THEN:
I saw her & her daughter at my church for Easter service & they invited me to go to the mall with them right then. So, being the nice person I am, went. & while we were there the daughter found out that I'm not a virgin. & ever since then she's been bugging me asking me "When are you gunna tell my mom you little secret?" EVERY FUCKING DAY SINCE EASTER. Every damn day during practice, every night on Facebook OMG SERIOUSLY YOUR FUCKING MOM DOESN'T NEED TO KNOW MY DAMN BUSINESS. SHE'S NOT MY MOM SO I DON'T GIVE A FUCK IF SHE KNOWS OR NOT, BUT YOU DON'T NEED TO GO AROUND TELLING HER EVER SINGLE THING YOU HEAR ABOUT A PERSON.

So I'm pretty fed up with it all & I decided yesterday to change my name BACK to BigMama & guess what I got in my facebook mailbox a few hours ago? TAKE A WILD FUCKING GUESS.

It's like REALLY? Why the hell does it matter what people call me, I like that name. If you have a problem with it, then that's exactly what it is, YOUR PROBLEM. I don't give a flying fuck about you or your dumb ass daughter. STAY THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE.

3 comments:

  1. I don't blame you for being upset.

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  2. Uggh what a mentalist! Why is any of it her business? And what on earth is wrong with calling yourself 'Big Mama'? It's obvious you don't find it insulting because you called yourself it!

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  3. Wow. That sounds frustrating. :(

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