Today's Recap

Last night I went to my friend's party she had for her birthday & I was pretty gonzo. (if you catch my drift) & I didn't get home till about 12 & I had to wake up at 8 to get ready for my hair appt that was at 10. MAN I've been tired allllll dayyy hahah.

I went from this (taken on Wednesday about to go to the FUCKING SUBLIME concert :D )To this! (taken after the MAC class)So today I got my hur did & went to a MAC class :D. I'm currently Blonde again! I used to bleach my hair all the time until my grades started dropping & my hair started frying real bad & I stopped bleaching it. (until today) It had been over one whole year since the last time I bleached my hair. I totally forgot how long it actually takes to bleach hair because I soon realized I needed to get to Del Amo mall at 2:45 to go to the MAC class & I didn't leave the salon until about 2:20 then I soon realized again that I wasn't dressed to go to the class! I was wearing some leggings & a big frumpy ugly grey sweater. It looked like I just stepped out of 24hr Fitness! LUCKILY my WONDERFUL mother & I wear the same size pants & she was wearing my shirt so on the way to Del Amo Mall in Torrance from my salon in San Pedro, we switched clothes in the car x) & also luckily, I happened to not be late at all, in fact I was the SECOND person there. Upon arriving to the MAC counter inside Macy's, I was given a name tag, a a badge that said what group I was in, & a booklet with a pencil. Then when we travelled to a secret room in the basement where there was 3 stations that had 3 different "Trends". We were split up into groups depending on what our badges said & then sent to one of the three stations. I was with two beautiful girls named Kiara & Jasmine in group 3. At every station they asked different people to be "models" for the Trend & I was asked to be a "model" for all three stations xD. At one of the stations, the MUA did this look on my eyesWhen it was all over, the money that you paid to get a spot in the class, was redeemable as store credit & this is what I bought with my $50 store credit:

I'm venting.

You might not want to read this because it's probably going to be really boring because this is just a vent post.


OK this is my shit storm:
Theres a woman I've known for quite a while because he daughter & I were in the same kindergarten class & she's always thought we were "friends" when we're really not.
I mean we are "friends" or w/e, but her mom thinks we've always been best fucking friends & she tries to act like she's my mom. She's my friend on facebook & whenever I post something she's ALWAYS got something rude to say about what I said. So a few months ago I changed my name to Ciara BigMama Suyeto (yeah that's my real last name, I know I know... Not as cool as Kenadie.) & homegirl had a big fit about it. That's me though. I'm Big Mama, ya know? but NOOOOO I can't have that as my name because it's a bad image on me. I need to be a strong young woman & love my body for what I have (can you sense my sarcasm?). So one day she shows up to our first track meet of the season & while her daughter was waiting to run she came over to where I was throwing shot put & told me she wanted me to change my name & all this shit like how I need to watch my mouth. Ya know, if my REAL mom doesn't have a problem with it then I'm not gunna listen to anyone else tell me how to run my life. SO out of respect I fuckin changed my name back to boring ass Ciara Suyeto. w/e.

THEN:
I saw her & her daughter at my church for Easter service & they invited me to go to the mall with them right then. So, being the nice person I am, went. & while we were there the daughter found out that I'm not a virgin. & ever since then she's been bugging me asking me "When are you gunna tell my mom you little secret?" EVERY FUCKING DAY SINCE EASTER. Every damn day during practice, every night on Facebook OMG SERIOUSLY YOUR FUCKING MOM DOESN'T NEED TO KNOW MY DAMN BUSINESS. SHE'S NOT MY MOM SO I DON'T GIVE A FUCK IF SHE KNOWS OR NOT, BUT YOU DON'T NEED TO GO AROUND TELLING HER EVER SINGLE THING YOU HEAR ABOUT A PERSON.

So I'm pretty fed up with it all & I decided yesterday to change my name BACK to BigMama & guess what I got in my facebook mailbox a few hours ago? TAKE A WILD FUCKING GUESS.

It's like REALLY? Why the hell does it matter what people call me, I like that name. If you have a problem with it, then that's exactly what it is, YOUR PROBLEM. I don't give a flying fuck about you or your dumb ass daughter. STAY THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE.

12 Likes, 1 Love, 8 Hates

saw this on NV Beauty & I thought it looked fun :)
The Rules:
The rules are - share 12 things you like, one love and 8 hates then tag 3 blogs to do the tag!

LIKES:
1. DUB my first love
2. Psychobilly
3. Red Lipstick
4. Leather Jackets
5. Greasers
6. Mexicans OMG I LOVE THEM
7. Blogging
8. Tattoos
9. Piercings
10. Dumb Hilarious Movies
11. Shot & Disc
12. Cosmetology

LOVE:
1. Friends & Family

HATES:
1. Fake People
2. People that try to get all up in your business
3. White People
4. Ignorant People
5. Animal Abuse
6. B.O.
7. Stupid People
8. Guys that TRY to like badasses & lie all the time. LANI YOU KNOW WHO I'M TALKING ABOUT.

Spring Fling

FACE:
none
CHEEKS:
MaybellineNY Pink (WF214) Mineral Power Illuminator
MaybellineNY Bronzer (WF110) Mineral Power Finishing Veil Bronzing Powder
EYES:
MAC Rubenesque Paint Pot
Bobbi Brown Chocolate e/s
MAC Blacktrack Fluidline
MAC Minted E/l
NYX Purple G/l
MAC Plushblack Plushlash
Ardell False Lashes #33 BLACK
LIPS:
none
BROWS:
Eyebrow Powder in Dark Brown/ Brown

3 Things About Me

Three names I go by:
1. Ciara
2. ChaCha
3. Big Mama

Three jobs I've had:
1. Freelance MUA
2. Student
3. A REAL WOMAN.

Three Places I've lived:
1. Gardena
2. Hawthorne
3. Ridgecrest

Three favorite drinks:
1. Good'll Southern Sweet Tea
2. YooHoo
3. good ol' Water

Three TV shows I watch:
1. Dexter
2. Heroes
3. ADVENTURE TIME! haha I admit I LOVE cartoons :3

Three places I've been:
1. Alabama
2. Georgia
3. Tennessee

Three places I'd love to go:
1. New Zealand
2. Japan
3. England

Three people who text me regularly:
1. Lani
2. Gibbs
3. Mom

Three favorite old TV shows:
1. Power Puff Girls
2. Will & Grace
3. Friends

Three favorite dishes:
1. My Gramma's Mac 'n' Cheese
2. Banana Puddin'
3. Squash Casserole

Three makeup/beauty products I can't live without:
1. Black Eyeliner
2. Red Lipstick
3. Bobby Pins

Three things I'm looking forward to:
1. Finding my man somewhere out in this world
2. Gettin all the piercings(nips, cheeks, scaffold, industrial, & septum) I want once I get the money
3. Having Kids

MAC's Pro Longwear Lipstain Marker Review

in Purposefully Red

Soooo. I went to the mall today and my cousin, Mikayla, had a $50 gift card to Macy's & she didn't want to buy clothes so we decided to buy some MAC @ the counter inside the Macy's. & I GOT INVITED TO GO TO A MASTER CLASS FOR MAC ON THE 24TH :D :D :D :D
She bought Smolder Kohl Power E/p & the new Undercurrent Pearglide Intense E/l from the new Art Supplies collection for her & Purposefully Red Longwear Lipstain Marker also from the new Art Supplies collection for me :)
MACCosmetics.com claims "A lightweight lip stain featuring the look and delivery of a colour marker. With its felt-tip nib, it goes on with precision to deliver a sheer, instantly absorbed flush of colour that can last all night. Fills, defines and layers for more colour when wanted. No need for lip liner"

PROS:
it smells really nice, smallkine like Chocolate
didn't bleed into the lines of my lips like regular lipstick does & it didn't get on my teeth x)
It has a very nice shine
it doesn't make my lips feel heavy like regular lipstick does
it doesn't make my lips dry & chapped like other lip stains I've used in the past

CONS:
it faded within a few minutes & i had to re-apply it 5+times within about 4 hours

PIN CURLS :D HOW TO PART TWO

After 13+ hours, I took them out :Dok needless to say they were a complete FAIL ahhahaha but that's what I get for doing them too tight & too small, thus creating this madness ahhaha.

Luckily I was able to salvage what was left of my dignity & create a half decent beehive out of this crazy poodle x)


I'll do another post tomorrow for the Victory Rolls :D

PIN CURLS :D HOW TO PART ONE

Pin Curls are a very vintage hair style that's been around for MANY MANY moons, and are essential to Leather Jackets & Red Lipstick. There are two types of Pin Curling, Standing Up & Lying Down. Standing Up is where the curls are, well, standing up on the base x) & Lying Down are when the curls are pressed against your head.
This is a good example of Standing Up Pin Curls, Thank you X-Tina:This is a good example of Lying Down Pin Curls:

I've been doing pin curls, fake-bettie bangs(as well as real ones when I used to cut my hair regularly & had nice Bettie Bangs x), and victory rolls for the past 6 or 7 years & people have always wanted to know how I do them. So now I'm going to attempt to show how to do all three in two posts.
WHAT I USED:
Beyond The Zone Demented Styling Goo
A MILLION bobby pins
one Medium-sized hair roller
a brush
a rat-tail comb
& a water spritzer

I APOLOGIZE THE CURLS ARE VERY HARD TO SEE THANKS TO MY DARK HAIR. AND PLEAE FORGIVE ME FOR NOT WEARING ANY MAKEUP D':

You can do Pin Curls either first thing in the morning or before your go to sleep at night, either is fine. I'm doing them right now @ 6pm pst so I can sleep in them & do my hair tomorrow in Victory Rolls, which will be PART TWO.

You can do Pin Curls with your hair damp or dry, but it's better to do them damp. Just take my word for it.
Part you hair either down the middle or to the side. I prefer mine to the side. Since my hair is dry, I'm using the water spritzer to dampen it a little.
After sectioning off your hair into small amounts, take a pea-sized amount of the goo on the tips of your fingers & work it through the small section of your hair. Then you take the very tip of the section & curl it inward on it's self till you get to the base of your head and pin it to your base.

& repeat till your done with your whole head.

For the faux-bangs I section out the hair used for the bangs, then I set it in a medium sized roller. You can do this damp or dry.
Now I'm gunna eat dinner, read a good book, then hit the sack & we'll see how it turns out in the morning :D

Black Lips

FACE:
none
CHEEKS:
MaybellineNY Pink (WF214) Mineral Power Illuminator
MaybellineNY Bronzer (WF110) Mineral Power Finishing Veil Bronzing Powder
EYES:
MAC Rubenesque p/p
MAC Plushblack Plushlash
BROWS:
NYX Brown/Light Brown Eyebrow Powder
LIPS:
Goddess of the Night in Deep Bronze l/g
Rock & Republic Fatalistic Saturate e/s

Easter Surprise.

FACE:
nothing
EYES:
MAC Rubenesque p/p
MAC Free To Be e/s
MAC Show-Stopper e/s
MAC Blacktrack f/l
Maybelline Great Lash Mascara in Very Black
Ardell #33 false eyelashes
BROWS:
NYX Brown/Light Brown Eyebrow Powder
LIPS:
Burt's Bees Beeswax Lip Balm
CHEEKS:
MaybellineNY Pink (WF214) Mineral Power Illuminator
MaybellineNY Bronzer (WF110) Mineral Power Finishing Veil Bronzing Powder
Lorac Glow Bronzer

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